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baby,

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my dear baby, u're already 3months old! but my tummy is not very obvious! i hope by the time me and ur daddy wed, my tummy is still not very obvious! den i can wear nice wedding gowns! =x above is the ultrasound pic taken today.. u was so active.. keep jumping.. ur daddy commented u look like a vampire here..-,- cos only bones shown no meat yet.. but i don't think so! i tink u look so cute! hehes.. den the way u jump.. they describe it as kick-boxing..-,- hahas.. so farnie lar.. mi and ur ahma (daddy's mum) keep smiling to ourselves.. thinking of you inside my baby! so cute!! *aWww.. hehes.. she's so happy after seeing the ultrasound! hehes.. suddenly, i can really feel that u're inside my tummy! hehes.. u're now partially formed wif head, hands and legs! im so excited!! =x these few days ur mummy appetite quite no good.. example today, i eat minced pork noodle.. 2-3 spoonfuls, i pass all to ur dad.. except delifrance, i eat all the tuna baguette.. at nite.. i had horfun.. but i eat 2-3 spoonfuls, again i call ur dad.. tell him to come earlier to fetch me so he can finish the horfun.. i working mahs.. i felt so guilty really.. because i waste alot of money on food but i nv finish them all.. i always eat a few mouths den dun wan liaos.. the worst part is, i felt hungry when i ordered those food! *arghs* ur mummy also hen xin ku these few days.. legs like giving way.. always haf those "sour" (in hokkien) feeling.. alittle bit of aching.. den haf to sit down if i walk for a few min.. or i sit too long haf to stand up.. cos my backbone will start to ache.. aniwae, mummy still loves u! =)

*muacks!

Jacqueline blogged at 4:10 AM

11:43pm

baby,

u've been very guai today! love u! hehes.. i din had any cramps.. and i was perfectly alright the whole shooting period! i din feel nausea nor weak! kekes.. u blessed mi huhs.. THANKS! in fact, i was so energetic.. other than there's one period when i was so shag.. hehes.. but aniwae, i survive it! =)

Jacqueline blogged at 7:44 AM

1:45am

baby,

pls pls pls bless mi that i will not suffer any leg cramps tmr.. becos i fear i will kenna..=( today walk whole day wors.. for wedding shooting and stuffs.. so tired.. very very scare tmr leg cramps nors.. i rem once, when i haf cramps, i know that ur ahma not ard.. but i still shout, "mama!! pain!!" LOL!! its juz very natural.. hehes.. i guess whatever happens, at the end of the day, i still go back to ur ahma to ask for help.. bcos she's the only person i feel most comfortable to ask frm bahs.. im really very very excited abt tmr!! hehes.. please be guai guai dun notti ok! muz bless ur mama..=x

Jacqueline blogged at 9:45 AM

1:09pm

baby,

the things i had phobia after knowing that im pregnant:

- do not dare to brush teeth
- do not dare to wake up early in the morning

bcos whenever i brush teeth, i will keep vomit like hell.. i dunno why.. but i still got brush teeth lar.. if nt smelly smelly.. hahas.. den when i wake up every morning, my lower part of my backbone is super aches like hell..=( hen xin ku lors.. i wish everyday i can stay at home nehs! hehes.. so sian of working..=x but ur papa de mama sae if work all da way till i give birth to u, the delivery will be smoother, easier.. i really hope so! cos im so scared of pain.. i hope u will be guai guai.. and come out easily ok? mama borrow books at library but so lazy.. haber read 1.. all stack 1 side.. lols.. nxt time dun be like mi! muz be hardworking and read books everyday! stomach growing bigger n bigger.. i hope can wait after wedding banquet den more obvious.. cos mama still want to wear nice nice wedding gown! =x

Jacqueline blogged at 9:10 PM

2:12am

baby,

my stomach feel so weird now.. so uncomfortable..=( alittle bit of pain.. ur grandma lar! (my mum) accidentally sit on my stomach earlier on.. hahas.. den she goes, "aiyo.. sorry sorry.. my grandson ar.. jialat.." -,- nv care i pain or nt care for ur grandson!! TMD!! hahas.. baby, i hope nxt time u will be very filial to me.. bcos i realise mothers are really the best in the world.. ur ahma wants me to quit working.. and she sae she will help me the pay the bills everything.. im so sad.. when things happen, its not my friends who concern abt me.. its my mum.. *sighs.. ur mum is sucha failure..=( i hope u will not end up like me.. bcos i dun wan u to feel ashame of urself like me.. its terrible.. felt really bad.. imagine ur ahma haf to tahan the super hot temperature to work.. cos she cook to work as a living.. hais.. i don't think i can tahan that kinda temperature also.. i wonder how she can.. its so hard on her..=( *s0bx*

Jacqueline blogged at 10:11 AM

10:23pm

baby,

im feeling very bad.. luckily, ur dad is there for me..=( thank god.. *sighs..

Jacqueline blogged at 6:22 AM

1:41pm

baby,

your stupid daddy had a stupid dream last nite! hahas.. make mi luff man! he dreamt that he brought alot of kids out for some sorta excursion.. den ask them questions.. he was to educate them on karaoke sets.. den he ask them a question.. den many kids raised up their hands.. hahas.. so cute and farnie lors!! went to http://www.flowerpod.com.sg/forums/index.php?showtopic=1412&st=0 stumble upon this thread.. so so many cute babies!! i wish u faster come out den i can proudly upload ur pics too! =)

Jacqueline blogged at 9:36 PM

11:34pm

baby,

ur daddy dun wan me liaos.. *omgz.. im all alone in the office waiting for him till look, wad time?? 11.34pm liaos!! *cries.. but wad can i sae? he's working so hard now that's y..=( sometimes when i look at your dad after he came home.. he look so shag.. and i feel the pain for him.. *sighs.. issit really a good choice to give birth to u? please don't disappoint us.. im scared.. today u very notti.. keep making me feel so nausea.. every few mins, i feel like vomitting.. the feeling is damn terrible.. hahas.. i still canot feel ur kicks yet.. but i hope soon!! den daddy can listen and communicate wif u!! hahas.. after i get to noe im pregnant, i eat things that are healthy.. which i never will eat!! hahas.. i hated milk.. but ur daddy FORCE me to drink 2 cups.. day and nite..=( hahas.. and i have started to have a liking on fruits!! trust me.. im nv a healthy freak nor a fruit-lover.. in fact, i super loathe it.. but now, i love to take apples and bananas!! i rather eat fruits den haf my usual fried foods!! =)

awaiting for your arrival!

Jacqueline blogged at 7:34 AM

9:38pm

waiting for sam to fetch mi home..

these few days, i visit http://www.singaporebrides.com/ and www.singaporemotherhood.com i feel that they are very good forum for those who are going to get married or going to be a mother.. if u're a husband-to-be, u should visit this site too! bcos it really helps your wife alot..=) also like this website.. http://lesdames.proboards79.com/index.cgi talked to them about my problems.. and they answered it maturely..

those who suggest that i abort it, i guess they are the ones who cannot face as being a mother.. they still want to play.. because they haven't played enough.. they feel that they have not accomplish alot of things.. they does not want the baby to tie them down.. im really quite sad that when i made this decision, most of my friends do not encourage me.. i thought they will support me.. and my 2 bitches, they are not there for me.. *sighs.. i realise how different am i to them.. because ive grown-up..=) the reason why i want this kid is this.. i know its going to be super tough.. and i know how tough its gonna be.. i know i canot spend like last time.. canot buy those things that i want.. but really, it doesnt matter.. i love this small little living thing that's in my stomach now.. i know i love him/her more than myself.. and i know i've played enuff.. i know i can work for the reason of him/her.. im prepared.. really prepared.. alot of them can say just abort it.. i don't even dare to think abt it.. its my kid.. i will definitely have endless nightmares if i kill him/her.. i will definitely cry if after a few months i have miscarriage.. im not as heartless as u guys.. if u don't dare to take up the responsibility, den don't have SEX.. simple as it is.. if u cant take the responsibility, den why wait until u pregnant den go abort? its juz an innocent life.. im so eager and excited for the day it arrives..=x den i will keep luffing and luffing.. i noe i will cry for sure.. but the tears are for happiness.. im aware of the pain.. ive a thought since young.. i sae i don't want to give birth becos it hurts.. SUPER DUPER PAIN! and i know i cfm canot tahan.. i would rather go for adoption.. but now, no way!! i would rather endure these pain for awhile.. den i will have this precious little thing with me for my lifetime..=) im frustrated now.. not because of the problems i have to solve.. but rather, why doesnt people think the way as me.. becos if they doesnt think the same as me, that proves that im wrong in my decision.. am i really wrong? bcos wad i feel is.. im really RIGHT abt it.. but this matter is going to take a big turning point of my life.. im still worried.. although my family members and fellow LD members were very supportive.. and ive read abt some posts, their thinkings were quite alike mine.. but somehow, i juz dun understand why there are others who don't approve.. finance is going to be a super big problem.. BUT, have u thought abt it? how much does your parents earn? those average income ones.. 1 month ard 2k for whole family.. how come they enuff? its enuff one.. its only a matter of, how are you going to manage your financial.. i know i can make it.. i definitely can.. with the love of ppl ard me of cos! =)

have told my colleagues that im pregnant and i cant stay in the company for long.. meaning, im quitting.. but that will wait till march.. cos they 2 quite stress liaos.. alot of things to do these few months.. so will help them out till everything tides over..

dear's mum and uncle jerry really treats me good after they approve of the birth of this child..=) they plan for me.. they even ask me to buy a divan for our bed.. cos after a few months, i might have difficulty to get up and down of the bed.. cos our mattress lies on the floor 1.. hahas.. den he keep pushing that i must go have a checkup fast.. i hope my mum and his mum faster meetup.. and we can talk abt ROM and wedding dinner! hehes.. everything is happening so fast.. don't ask me why am i so excited and happy abt it.. when i should feel so sad cos im gonna get married at a young age.. bcos i don't know.. the feeling of getting married is just there.. i know its not a game.. its going to affect my life alot.. but i also know its going to be positive..=) pray for me that my delivery will be a smooth one ok? =)

Jacqueline blogged at 5:37 AM

2:03am

this blogger is solely created so that i can pin down my thoughts of my coming baby..=) i receive this piece of good news on 3rd Jan 2006.. when the doctor tell us, we were not panicked.. we juz receive it as per normal.. i thank my god (im a taoist) that sam's gonna be by my side even after all these things happen.. these few days.. whenever im alone.. i will think to myself that im gonna be a mother soon.. i would smile.. a smile which really comes from the bottom of my heart.. the feeling is so.. undescrible.. i love my baby.. i might not give him/her the best of the world.. but i will try to give her my best.. even if after a few months sam couldnt take it and decided to leave me, i will still want this baby.. bcos this baby is liked by lotsa people.. all of my family members are very happy that im pregnant.. they accept it.. afterall, its been done.. i really thank that they understand and is standing by my side.. i realise so many things.. even though ive got alot of things to think abt now, im not afraid.. bcos im not alone..=)

lastly, i love my sam even more.. thanks sam for being by my side.. u're so great.. i thought u would back out..=x we will hold on together wun we? i love u! =)

Jacqueline blogged at 10:02 AM