5:12am

few days ago.. i was so tired cos i whole nite nv slp.. and u kick mi sOoo hard and sOo many times that i couldnt slp! so i rub my stomach.. and tell u this..

"jabez, be good boi.. mummy bery tired wanna slp.. let mummy slp ok? dun kick mi liaos ok?"

and u really stop kicking! =) thanks.. my dear boi! hehes.. mummy's nw nt afraid to give birth liaos.. rather, im really excited for ur arrival! i heard frm frens like nicole and krissy tat giving birth is not that pain at all! IF i take epidural! kekes.. so ya, im gonna take epidural.. im still kinda scare of e engourgement.. but tink e engourgement will not be THAT bad as well.. (i hope!) dun worry, mummy can go thru all these de! if sOoo many women can take it, why cant i rite? =)

mum and dad love u tons! =)

Jacqueline blogged at 2:12 PM

1:17pm

mummy felt like a much better person these few days.. i cared abt the feelings of ppl ard me.. which is sOo unlike mi.. i dunno issit becos i have u and thus ive grown.. ur daddy too.. he has become much more responsible.. no longer the old sam tat ive known.. he used to be so dependant on ur ahma.. but now.. nt anymore.. im glad.. really glad tat bcos of u.. we both haf grown up.. nt tat we are MATURE already or wad.. but we really "zhang jing" alot..=) my temper has grown ALOT better too.. hehes.. but mummy still cant help but thinks alot.. even hilary (travis's wife aka daddy's colleague's wife) said tat i think too much.. i juz cldnt help but think alot.. n e more i think, e more scary i felt.. e more scary i felt, e more im scared to give birth to u.. yes, im really a coward.. i really very scared of pain.. i really shudders at the thought of it..=( but always, i tell myself tat pain for 1 or 2mths, very fast de.. den u will be here to acc me for my lifetime.. till my deathbed.. and i tell myself.. if other ppl can do it.. means e pain cant really kills mi.. and den e thought disappears.. its juz tat it always come back time n again.. but i hope i will pull through.. i hope u know tat mi n ur daddy loves u more than ourselves..=) we awaits for ur arrival..

Jacqueline blogged at 10:17 PM

12:39am

baby,

mummy can feel ur kicking more obvious liaos.. and u've been kicking mi more frequently lers.. but think u dislike daddy lar.. cos daddy very very seldom can feel u.. i think he only can feel u 1 time.. bcos usually u kick mi when he's off to work or he slp liaos.. hohoho.. mummy's stomach getting bigger and bigger each day.. im nt feeling gd.. my stomach like wan to explode lidat.. feeling is damn weird..=( still dun look obvious tat im pregnant.. juz look liek ive grown fatter.. so sad.. i rather i look like a pregnant woman..=( these few days bery tired.. haf to stand whole day.. so shit! bless mummy wif lotsa sales oritex! den can buy tonics to eat! hehes..

Jacqueline blogged at 9:40 AM