2:03am

this blogger is solely created so that i can pin down my thoughts of my coming baby..=) i receive this piece of good news on 3rd Jan 2006.. when the doctor tell us, we were not panicked.. we juz receive it as per normal.. i thank my god (im a taoist) that sam's gonna be by my side even after all these things happen.. these few days.. whenever im alone.. i will think to myself that im gonna be a mother soon.. i would smile.. a smile which really comes from the bottom of my heart.. the feeling is so.. undescrible.. i love my baby.. i might not give him/her the best of the world.. but i will try to give her my best.. even if after a few months sam couldnt take it and decided to leave me, i will still want this baby.. bcos this baby is liked by lotsa people.. all of my family members are very happy that im pregnant.. they accept it.. afterall, its been done.. i really thank that they understand and is standing by my side.. i realise so many things.. even though ive got alot of things to think abt now, im not afraid.. bcos im not alone..=)

lastly, i love my sam even more.. thanks sam for being by my side.. u're so great.. i thought u would back out..=x we will hold on together wun we? i love u! =)

Jacqueline blogged at 10:02 AM